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January 22nd, 2006 at 1:16pm]
i really dont even know if i believe this. i wish someone who i was close to understood how this felt but it's impossible. a week has gone by, and it's not even the worst of it yet. to hear your voice would be like heaven to me right now. i can't believe i missed it. i can't believe i said what i said. i can't believe i really thought it was over. i will be patiently waiting. i'm staying by your side through this. i promise. i'm never leaving. a year isn't even too long for me, i'll still be here. don't doubt that. i cant wait to see your face. i just can't wait any longer <|3 .
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January 19th, 2006 at 10:49pm]
whats sadder than an argument is the thought we may have never been.
i know that you & i have been through many downs before, but that dont mean the chance has gone away to love each other more.

we still <3 .
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January 17th, 2006 at 7:22pm]

you made it clear to me you wasn't down for me i may be blind baby but now i see, you had things up your sleeve, dont even lie to me i even heard it from your family how could you let somebody lay where I layed ? how could you give her everything that we made? how could you call her all the names that you used to call me? how could you how could you just forget bout me? you must be out ya mind, you got alot of nerve to think that im gone chill after all the shit i heard i damn near carried you, i could've married you,i know your sick about the way i found you out, you should have thought of me before you hopped in the sheets, damn I cant believe that you did this to me i tried to give you everything, can't believe the ways you repaid me, you had it all, but i guess my all wasn't good enough for you, baby I've accepted it, and i aint gone trip, im movin on, sometimes i give up and think that another womans gonna get the one thats in for me ..

it's extremely sad, when your uncle who you havent talked to in 6 months calls & knows you're dealing with a broken heart just because of your voice.
i want to hate you more than anything.

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December 27th, 2005 at 10:52pm]
when i hear the words "i look up to you" . i look at myself , and wonder "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "YOU ARE AN INFLUENCE TO PEOPLE ALL OVER .. WHY ARE YOU LETTING YOURSELF GO LIKE THIS?" it's crazy really , how much you can just fall off when you stop caring . i never stopped believing , i never stopped praying , i never stopped conversing i just stopped .. caring . i didnt care how i was looked at , which is what everyone says you shouldn't do . but im here to tell you if you DON'T care how people see you you'll probably end up really crappy . my influence on others is important to me , and i will work on that . on my own . carefree , but carefully .

and you , my mind just goes blank when i think of you lately . you have just dissapointed me in so many ways that i dont think anything's going to change it . i wish there was more to say .. i do . i love you .
[♥1]love me

December 22nd, 2005 at 10:50pm]
i have the greatest friends in the word <3
thanks to all of you who made my birthday amazing .
it's funny , how you find out so much on your birthday . about you , about others .

i love it .

and my future is going to be great , i just know it :] if only the world knew what i was talking about .
[♥6]love me

December 13th, 2005 at 10:46pm]

tonight was so much fun . the most fun i've had in a long time .

im slowly falling off track , but im sure i'll figure all that out on my own .
so don't worry about me , just pray if you want :] but im not going to be fake about it , so don't call me fake , kay ? just because im not trying as hard to be perfect as i was two weeks ago , doesn't mean i'm not a christian . i mean , murderers are christians ? don't get confused . im just not where i was . but i promise you , you won't see me put up a front about it . don't confuse my respect with being fake either . get over it , look at yourself .

life is good <3

i love you .

[♥3]love me

December 12th, 2005 at 10:45pm]

these past few days have been great :] lately , i've been lying to myself . telling myself it wasn't meant to be . listening to my head & not my heart . but believe me time can't erase a feeling this strong this time is for real , and if you can't accept that , then i don't think i can accept you .

we just can't let this fire pass us by , forever we'd both regret - so here's my chance , it's now or never i will never look back on my life & say "what if?" because of anyone i found that in my heart it's you i treasure . you and & only you can make me feel the way i do . our love will never die .

boc - holler <3 .

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December 7th, 2005 at 11:59am]
my weakness is that i care too much you <|3 .

i thought i had it in the bag , but i was so wrong .
[♥7]love me

December 3rd, 2005 at 1:56am]
You weren't there when I cried
When others bled me dry or tried
You werent there to make me happy
When I was feeling blue
You weren't there when my heart first broke
You weren't there when I needed you.

You never knew I cried at night
You barely knew my face.
I can't recall a smile feeling right
In that particular place.
I never knew the entire time
That you really understood.
I didn't see you by my side
I never thought you could .

Lessien Sharpwind
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November 30th, 2005 at 10:52pm]
i need you now more than ever , and you don't even see it .

or do you ?
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November 27th, 2005 at 10:05pm]
hypocrite .
you , me , your mom , your dad , EVERYONE .
we all spend so much time complaining about this person & that person . we spend so much time making up this world in our heads & condemning every other person who walks by . you can deny it all you want , which just makes you even more of a hypocrite . we spend so much time saying what we want & saying we know it's going to be hard to get it .. yet we still don't go after it . we say we can do it . we put so much faith in ourselves but still dont move . we have a comfort zone & we all know that during one point of our lives we have to step out & face these things . when is that time going to be for you ? when is that time going to be for me ?


realize that no matter how much you ramble on to paper , or livejournal , or your best friends ear , or whatever it is you ramble onto . it wont change anything . until you do something about it . it's all just words , a waste of breathe . you have to back yourself up & prove yourself . actions speak louder than words . we've all heard that phrase since elementary school but now it has a bigger meaning that it did then .
[♥4]love me

November 27th, 2005 at 9:54pm]
this weekend i fell madly in love <3
no , not with a boy .
no , not with a girl .
but with friendship . with drama free lives . with college & with macon .

i can't wait to go back .

michelle kelli ashley & sam - i could not have asked for a better weekend , thank you . love ya'll .
chelle - i MISS you 12 days until our shopping spree .
[♥1]love me

November 22nd, 2005 at 11:05pm]
i put my trust in you & you were the one who knocked down my wall , helped me put my guard down a little . but now because of you my wall is made of steel and i'll never be able to feel that way again for a long time .being nice got me nowhere . do you ever wonder why the people you care about hurt you worse than anyone else ? my life was better without you in it . i wish we were strangers again . i wish i only knew of you , and really didn't know you at all . getting to know you was thw worst part not because you were awful but because you were the closest thing to perfect . go away , get out of my head .

on the other hand i MIGHT be going to see michelle in 3 days .. BIG maybe though >.< .
[♥3]love me

November 20th, 2005 at 9:13pm]
We know that trials are good for us--they help us learn to endure. -Romans 5:3
aspire to inspire before you expire .
best vitamin for a christian : B1 .
[♥4]love me

November 10th, 2005 at 9:31pm]
save yourself. because the only thing that matters is that you get away from the pain
and the thought of losing your mind. don't blame yourself. it was everyone around you who made you act this way. there's the stage and your chance to watch it go down.

don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday. that was then, this is now. dont call it undone. don't take what you've been dealt. you can exit out the back and make your getaway before anyone can see the damage you have done.

state your case. You've got everyone's attention. what can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given. take your place. do you think that you deserve the best of everything? we don't get why you're here. can you figure it out?

you've got to get away. oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you. you've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true. wave now goodbye. it's the lesson that you've been given. you can always move on to better things.
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November 7th, 2005 at 8:18pm]

it works everytime <3

i promise .

[♥6]love me

October 27th, 2005 at 11:56pm]

whoever said this road was easy ? it gets harder & harder everyday . everyday is a test, something you have to pass . i'm willing because the reward in the end is greater than any reward here on earth <3 are you willing ?   i pray that you are . Someone loves you & all they want is for you to love them back . the end will justify the pain in took to get us there :]

Isaiah 40:29-31 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.

i know this may sound like some infomercial/commercial .. but its the truth .

[♥2]love me

August 23rd, 2005 at 3:55pm]

when I say "i am a christian" i'm not shouting " i am saved ." i'm whispering " i was lost ! " that is why i chose this way. when i say "i am a christian" i don't speak of this with pride, i'm confessing that i stumble and need someone to be my guide. when i say "i am a christian" i'm not trying to be strong. i'm professing that i'm weak and pray for strength to carry on. when i say "i am a christian" i'm not bragging of success. i'm admitting i have failed and cannot ever pay the debt. when i say "i am a christian" im not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are all too visible but God believes i'm worth it. when i say "i am a christian" i still feel the sting of pain i have my share of heartaches which is why i seek His name . when i say "i am a christian" i do not wish to judge . i have no authority. i only know i'm loved .

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August 19th, 2005 at 12:14am]

we bow our hearts
we bend our knees
our spirit come make us humble

we turn our eyes from evil things
oh Lord we cast down our idols

give us clean hands
give us pure
let us not lift our souls to another

oh God let us be a generation that seeks ..
that seeks your face oh God of Jacob <333

[♥2]love me

July 28th, 2005 at 12:23am]


i want to scream to the world how AMAZING life is , how much BETTER it is when you have Jesus in your heart , when you live by God's will . i've never felt this way before . but my heart is so full of love . i want to tell the WORLD that i am a CHRISTIAN & I LOVE JESUS <33333 we are made overcomers by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony , my word will be spoken . i've never felt the presence of the Lord so much in my life , i love it .. i love YOU , i love the Lord <3

tests , distractions , road blocks , temptations are all going to be thrown in my direction but i'm prepared . prepared to be strong , to be obedient , to be a child of God .

" there is a God who loves me who wraps me in His arms and that is the place where I'm changed and that's where i belong take me to that place Lord , to that secret place Lord where i can be with you , you can make me like you wrap me in your arms <3 " - michael gungor

" mirror i am seeing a new reflection i'm looking into the eyes of He who made me and to Him i have beauty beyond compare i know He defines me you don't define me, you don't define me " - barlow girl

" who am i that you are mindful of me ? that you hear me when i call ? is it true that you are thinking of me ? how you love me , its amazing .. i am a friend of God , he calls me friend <3 "


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